Sunday, June 10, 2012

Anxiety

I recently became sick again for the 3rd time this year. The first time in January, then again in April and now again in June.  This time I think it's because I'm very anxious about starting a new job.   Why?  Because I am afraid I can not physically do the job even though I said I could.  I mean...physically I can get to the work site and back from the work site, but I will get there slow and get back slow.  I hope the boss doesn't regret hiring me.  I hope I have a great summer.

I am going to do this because I really truly do want to be out there in the field.  I really do want to be one of those persons who's always outdoors.  Hiking, backpacking, road biking, mtn biking, floating/swimming, discing, etc I want to be that person. 

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